Entry 3

I should have figured when I was laying in bed and couldn't sleep that there was something wrong. So I did what I would normally do I logged into myspace and there it was his face and a message. "We should catch up login to AIM, I'm considering divorce." You think just because you leave your wife that means you have a shot with me? That is never going to happen. First off I have not completely healed from the bruises you left internally although they don't show on the outside anymore, but I would never go back to you. I was young and stupid then but you will not get in my head anymore. I am better then you, I am better then being hit and I am better then being raped almost everyday. What we had was not love and I am sorry that you never got over that. As sad as this sounds the best thing that ever happened was the day my body decided our daughter shouldn't live in this hell. Your a monster and I will never forgive you for the pain you put me through. Leave me alone.