Entry 19

Why is it that you feel the need to keep things for me? I knew there was a reason you wanted to go up north last weekend alone, I just wish you would have been honest with me. Now your telling me you have to go up there again on Saturday because you have a job interview? Do you just expect me to drop everything I have here and move away? I told you before that I don't want to live in West Branch, there is nothing up there. I need more stimulation in my daily life then a 3 road town. I don't know how we are going to talk about this when you get home without fighting because it is going to hurt your feelings the way that I feel. But I just can't move to a place that boring. I guess you could move back home and we could see each other on the weekends. but do we really want to live that way? I don't know. I don't know what to do or think I just need time. Why do you throw things at me like this?