This is the first time in over a year and a half I can honestly say I have been mad at him. I wanted him to stickup for me, be a man and stick up for us. But instead he is at home with his parents this weekend and I am home, because apparently he was told "I wasn't allowed to come along." I don't believe I am being over sensative about this. I had major surgery on Tuesday and I believe that we should be together this weekend no matter where we are, but instead we are seperated. I hate this. So I am wake venting in this blog while he sleeps like a baby in West Branch. I want him to take care of me. I am always the one that takes care of him, it's my turn. I just want to be cuddled in his arms, even if he is afraid that he is going to hurt me. This might be clinging but god I miss him, I don't know how to sleep without him next to me even though I am crazy tried right now.
And can someone explain to me why in gods name I am craving Chinese food? I don't even like Chinese Food?!?!?
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