Entry 16

I saw "My Sisters Keeper" tonight and all I could think through the whole movie was how it paralleled my life. Although I would be the sick sister in our story. No one ever really thought of all she had to go through and still goes through when things get bad for me. Honestly I don't even know if the two of us have had a conversation about how shes feels when I get sick. My parents really have always focused on me when it comes down to it. I feel like I really need to say sorry for that. Although she will never understand what it feels like to be me, sometimes like the girl in the movie I wish I could just give up. It really sucks to not be normal.